All this ballyhoo about the solar eclipse acting as some kind of portal for humanity to expanded consciousness had me eager that finally we would get the needed push to evolve, end wars and enjoy peace. Well, I’m still waiting, keeping a nervous eye on developments in the Middle East, wishing and wanting, wanting and wishing for deep healing to take place and matters to settle down instead of being drawn into regional war.
Watching Ukraine, too, and witnessing ongoing baiting of Russia by NATO, as well as the Western world planning war with China. The old paradigm has not been shed like a snake sheds its skin. How many of us are moving into the new paradigm, the quantum world? Can we just change our story, and come out better, not only surviving but thriving? Humanity doesn’t seem to be evolving yet. We still have conflicts in the Middle East that could easily boil into war and embroil the world in nuclear warfare.
Turkey has stepped up to the plate with economic sanctions against Israel. That’s an important development. They won’t sell the Israelis a great many commodities until there’s a ceasefire in Gaza, the most important of which is jet rocket fuel. I understand the way to bring pressure against Israel to stop the genocide must be economically, as it disregards all diplomatic and legal efforts, votes in the UN General Assembly and even the Security Council. Worldwide censure has no impact.
The Houthis have understood from the outset that Israel must not be allowed to carry on business as usual, and they have intervened to stop global shipping in the Red Sea. Now Hezbollah and the Islamic Resistance in Iraq have been pinpoint targeting the Ben Gurion Airport, the Ramat David airbase in occupied Haifa, oil refinieries in Haifa, the city of Ashod, the port of Eliat, which is virtually shut down.
Iran might not be taking any kind of grandiose countermeasure that would draw their forces into conflict with Israel, but it is backing resistance forces, Houthis, Hamas, Hezbollah, and the Islamic Resistance in Iraq, to attack Israel. Within the United States, Nancy Pelosi and 38 Democrats are calling for Biden to stop supplying Israel.
I watch and I wait, I pray and meditate. Humanity is at the tipping point — if we stay the course we’re on, we’ll annhilate ourselves in nuclear war at this rate very soon. Can we evolve, can I evolve? Can I break out of poverty and start making some real money? Can I get market savvy to sell my writing? Can I write for a market? Sometimes I get a maddening glimpse that it can happen. It’s like being
in a meditation when you go through a portal and find yourself in a vastly expanded field of pure energy. It’s almost as though an eye opens, but then it just blinks, and shuts again.
About admin
Born Otober 11, 1953 in Lansing, Michigan, U.S.A. My entire life, my major interests have been reading, studying, and writing. I also like traveling, singing, taking photos, and conversing with people. I have always been interested in the news and what is happening in the world. My inner life and being in nature are also important to me.
I'm a nomad, moving from one place to the next, experiencing the good and bad of different locales. I've lived by the sea, in the desert, in the mountains, in large cities and in rural areas. I can't say what I like best; each place has something special, although preference is to live next to water, if possible.
I am a tree lover. I really see trees; you might my even say I worship them. It seems most of the photos that I take are of trees. I have been developing my ability to communicate on a telepathic level with animals, trees, and even people. My primary profession for the past 24 years has been teaching ESL. I have also worked as an executive assistant, legal secretary, and temporary administrative assistant.
In my avocations over the past decade, I have worked unceasingly as a political activist and lightworker. I more or less follow the shaman's path with dreams, ceremonies, gemstone healing and sound healing, communicating with spirit, and visioning. I call myself a peace visionary, but wrestle with my own tendency towards emotional violence that gets expressed in anger and rage. More and more, it seems, I find people's behavior towards each other and our planet intolerable. I often feel extremely alienated, but I understand that my exquisite sensitivity to the energy field, while making me more vulnerable, also makes it possible for me to tune into the heart of what's going on and to get the bigger picture.
My viewpoint has been shaped by many forces, both inner and outer... by my students learning English, my friends from many different countries, my language studies and travels, living in other countries, my interests and studies, which are many and varied, including science and technology, economics, international politics, alternative energy and building techniques, architecture, art, music, history, feminism, the oceans, environmentalism, esoteric studies, literature, Asian culture, etc.
I am single, I suppose by choice, although not always. It would seem that I have been repeatedly unlucky in love. If I am to have any dignity in my old age, I must resign myself to an ebb and flow in this regard, it would seem, although I would prefer a constant partner. I yearn for a constant partner, but like all yearning, it peaks and lessens, and sometimes entirely subsides.
Despite never having married, I had the wonderful good fortune to have a son at the end of my 32nd year. Raising him as a single mother was never easy, but I had great joy along the way watching him grow and go through all of the stages of becoming a man. I have never been prouder of anyone than I have been of my son.
When I was younger, it was so important for me to be independent; but, of course, I never really was. Then it was freedom that I really valued, but nobody is truly free in our world. Now, I suppose, I want to better understand how interdependent we all are, and to flow with what that really means in a graceful, open way.